Determination Shall Prevail

Nothing about me is perfect, of course except for knowing that I don't have to be perfect. A person can only do their best in life... sometimes its enough and sometimes its not. But its all I can do. If I at least try, there are no regrets. Even so, There have been countless times where I felt everything I do is for nothing and there are even times where I want to just stop everything altogether.  Its at those times though that I tell myself to take a step back and a deep breath, fight back the tears, and keep pushing myself. If there's something I really want to achieve, then I cannot stop until I get it.

I dodge bullets wherever I go. But I will not hide or I tip-toe through my life. I'll walk through life at a pace that is my own. I don't have anywhere to turn back to. So all I can really do is keep moving forward. I don't wish to just throw my life away, even though its not exactly a glorious life I live. So no matter how disgraceful or embarrassing it may become, I know I must keep struggling to find my way.

I may be a little bit of a handful, but that's okay because life is what you make it and I'm wanting mine to be one full of adventure. And you cannot truly have an adventure if you aren't at least a little bit unruly, can you? And although I may not be top notch to others, I am certainly one of a kind... even if this is said often by others. Its being myself and staying unique to that is that's allowed me to continue on through life... besides normality is highly overrated and who can honestly say what normal is to begin with anymore!  

I'll fight to the end because this is my one chance at life. I'll forever stand my ground, and never back down, no matter who it pisses off!. I know no one else is going to fight for me, so if I am to have a life to be proud of living, I must fight to obtain it! I shall never settle for anything that I know won't make me happy, I won't take the easy way out like many end up doing, I am determined to make my life one I am proud to live... I'm not necessarily stubborn...I'm just not budging till i get my way! Because honestly why shouldn't I? This is my life and I am going to make sure I really make something of it, no matter how hard it may be to achieve!!!